As I sit here hunched over the laptop with SATC's Charlotte having a fertility breakdown in the background, I just wanted to put down a word or two about this week's long awaited laparoscopy and hysteroscopy operation. First off - everything is clear!! No endometriosis, no polyps, no twisted tubes - hurrah!
While I'm obviously delighted, this does now make me wonder whether the bear has been right all along that our fertility woes are largely due to me mentally sabotaging every month's attempts with the conviction that it won't happen. He has, however, managed since the op to avoid inferring this, which I think means he has at last understood that telling me I need to relax is the exact thing that's going to make me very tense indeed!
The bear has been wonderful actually, cooking, cleaning, making cup after cup of mint tea, helping me with the Guide website... refusing to let me do any work at all! It's actually managed to be a fairly pleasant couple of days off - I've watched several hours worth of SATC (Box set on loan), bid on an item on ebay for the first time ever (only to be pipped at post at the very last second - the bitch), and set up this blog... which now has it's first entry. Now I just need to remember the login and password, and URL of this blog, and who knows, I might even write another entry one of these days!
Bye for now!
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